Fic: In His Eyes
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libra_travellerTitle: In His Eyes
Author: libra_traveller
Rating: R
Warning: past Rape
Summary: Sometimes bondage is not a good idea.
They laughingly fell to the bed. Their hands were caught up in each other’s clothes, trying to remove them without losing contact. They strained to kiss each other while they removed their shirts. They wanted to touch the bare skin of the other’s chest with their hands even though they wanted to take off their pants. It had been awhile since they could have time by themselves, and they wanted it to be fun, since their days were either long and dull, or short and dire. Now they could just be.
Rodney was squirming as John tickled him in the ribs. John loved seeing Rodney so open. Tonight he wanted to try something new with him. Wanted to see Rodney’s eyes without hearing Rodney’s moans, wanted to focus only on his expression. But he wanted to first get Rodney in the mood. So John focused completely on pleasuring Rodney, listening to the gasps, and feeling his legs shaking. That’s when he licked his way up Rodney’s chest to whisper in his ear. He talked of wanting to see Rodney tied and gagged, straining to speak and move. He listened as Rodney seemed to nod and say yes. Rodney was in a haze and did not really hear what John asked. He trusted him and would do anything he wanted, that is why he said yes.
John smiled and reached in the drawer beside the bed and pulled out long strips of cloth, he wrapped them around Rodney’s wrists and tied them to the bed. Then he quickly put the cloth in Rodney’s mouth wrapping it around his head. Rodney’s eyes were wide, but John could not see the panic in them. He kissed Rodney’s mouth, and moved down kissing everywhere on his body. When he noticed that Rodney’s cock was limp it startled him. He quickly moved up to see Rodney’s face, and his eyes were blank. John in a panic untied Rodney’s mouth and then his wrists, shouting his name. Rodney just blinked and said nothing. Tears filled John’s eyes as he searched for his com and shouted for someone from the infirmary to come. While he waited he kissed Rodney’s face saying he was so sorry. He put clothes on both of them, trying to save embarrassment for Rodney later.
Carson came into the room with a couple nurses and a gurney. Together they moved Rodney onto it and moved him to the infirmary. John quietly told Carson what happened. Carson frowned and winced about the tying. Rodney was moved into a private room. Carson told John that all they could do was wait.
John stayed next to Rodney for a day before he finally yelled at Carson to tell him what he knew. John sat in horror as Carson explained what he had read in Rodney’s file, about how when he was ten he was kidnapped, taken to a building, tied up and raped. He was found by police. Carson said that he thought being tied up again would have triggered the memory and caused Rodney to go catatonic, as that was the way he had been found by the police. John was crying by the time he heard the end of this.
John stayed with Rodney for a day before Rodney blinked back to himself. John rushed forward and hugged him, so relieved that he was back. Rodney cried into John’s chest. John promised him he would never do that again ever. Rodney looked into his eyes and said he knows that he would never hurt him intentionally. John wedged himself on the bed and they fell asleep. Carson looked on sadly.
Author: libra_traveller
Rating: R
Warning: past Rape
Summary: Sometimes bondage is not a good idea.
They laughingly fell to the bed. Their hands were caught up in each other’s clothes, trying to remove them without losing contact. They strained to kiss each other while they removed their shirts. They wanted to touch the bare skin of the other’s chest with their hands even though they wanted to take off their pants. It had been awhile since they could have time by themselves, and they wanted it to be fun, since their days were either long and dull, or short and dire. Now they could just be.
Rodney was squirming as John tickled him in the ribs. John loved seeing Rodney so open. Tonight he wanted to try something new with him. Wanted to see Rodney’s eyes without hearing Rodney’s moans, wanted to focus only on his expression. But he wanted to first get Rodney in the mood. So John focused completely on pleasuring Rodney, listening to the gasps, and feeling his legs shaking. That’s when he licked his way up Rodney’s chest to whisper in his ear. He talked of wanting to see Rodney tied and gagged, straining to speak and move. He listened as Rodney seemed to nod and say yes. Rodney was in a haze and did not really hear what John asked. He trusted him and would do anything he wanted, that is why he said yes.
John smiled and reached in the drawer beside the bed and pulled out long strips of cloth, he wrapped them around Rodney’s wrists and tied them to the bed. Then he quickly put the cloth in Rodney’s mouth wrapping it around his head. Rodney’s eyes were wide, but John could not see the panic in them. He kissed Rodney’s mouth, and moved down kissing everywhere on his body. When he noticed that Rodney’s cock was limp it startled him. He quickly moved up to see Rodney’s face, and his eyes were blank. John in a panic untied Rodney’s mouth and then his wrists, shouting his name. Rodney just blinked and said nothing. Tears filled John’s eyes as he searched for his com and shouted for someone from the infirmary to come. While he waited he kissed Rodney’s face saying he was so sorry. He put clothes on both of them, trying to save embarrassment for Rodney later.
Carson came into the room with a couple nurses and a gurney. Together they moved Rodney onto it and moved him to the infirmary. John quietly told Carson what happened. Carson frowned and winced about the tying. Rodney was moved into a private room. Carson told John that all they could do was wait.
John stayed next to Rodney for a day before he finally yelled at Carson to tell him what he knew. John sat in horror as Carson explained what he had read in Rodney’s file, about how when he was ten he was kidnapped, taken to a building, tied up and raped. He was found by police. Carson said that he thought being tied up again would have triggered the memory and caused Rodney to go catatonic, as that was the way he had been found by the police. John was crying by the time he heard the end of this.
John stayed with Rodney for a day before Rodney blinked back to himself. John rushed forward and hugged him, so relieved that he was back. Rodney cried into John’s chest. John promised him he would never do that again ever. Rodney looked into his eyes and said he knows that he would never hurt him intentionally. John wedged himself on the bed and they fell asleep. Carson looked on sadly.
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