Drabble: Worse than Siberia
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libra_travellerTitle: Worse than Siberia
Author: libra_traveller
Pairing: Rodney/John
Rating: G
I’ve never felt so cold inside as I do here. Not even when I was in Siberia and knew with certainty that Sam didn’t give a damn about me. Then I just had frost bite. But here, knowing that John will never care about me the way I care about him, my heart’s turned into a solid piece of ice. I go through each day not able to feel any part of my body, and at night when I’m alone, my face is covered in frozen tears. Every time I see him, I feel myself warming a little, and when we talk, I start to melt. But then he turns away, indifferent, and the temperature goes down again. I never knew that loving someone could hurt this much, like someone’s chiseling away at me. I’ll never be alive again, not until he really sees me, and by the time he does, there may be nothing left.
Author: libra_traveller
Pairing: Rodney/John
Rating: G
I’ve never felt so cold inside as I do here. Not even when I was in Siberia and knew with certainty that Sam didn’t give a damn about me. Then I just had frost bite. But here, knowing that John will never care about me the way I care about him, my heart’s turned into a solid piece of ice. I go through each day not able to feel any part of my body, and at night when I’m alone, my face is covered in frozen tears. Every time I see him, I feel myself warming a little, and when we talk, I start to melt. But then he turns away, indifferent, and the temperature goes down again. I never knew that loving someone could hurt this much, like someone’s chiseling away at me. I’ll never be alive again, not until he really sees me, and by the time he does, there may be nothing left.